it started out like a subconscious dream. first i was with this man, simply sitting with him on the floor in this living room. then i leaned into him to kiss him. and i proceeded to do so with the utmost gentleness and strategic placement. it was an artist flow to perform this intimate dance. he had his face down the whole time. and each kiss left a mark of light on his skin. finally he raised his head up and it was my friend, jack. i was startled. we were already so deep in the affection exchange that we continued to be intimate. i shall spare you and myself the details. ha. afterward, he and i both became lucid. and i made myself feel physically sick with guilt. i fell out of the bed feeling physical pain, knowing that although i was dreaming i felt i had dishonored my love, itom. i kept waking up and going right back in. i asked jack, WHY?! why would we do this?? he said "well what did you expect. we met in the dream world. we've been at this for a long time so just chill out aluna." (he's right, our first meeting was indeed in the astral while he was on the other side of the world, and they always had a sexual draw to them)
so after i wake up a few times and relieve myself of my guilt, im back in the dream, lucid, in my bedroom with jack and an old girlfriend from high school. i was telling this girl that this is a dream, and i proceeded to demonstrate that it was. she kept denying it though, while clearly i was bending the laws of physics. so finally i was just like OK f:)ck it, watch this, and i ripped open the glass of the window like it was a plastic bag and flew out. she yelled noooooooo don't!!
it was storming and pouring down rain.... flying high it was so stormy i could barely see. i remembered that a man in my waking told me once that my astral body was too weak to project and that i shouldn't do it. i started to chant sanskrit and felt a bubble of energy surround me. i landed in a neighbor's yard with a pit bull that proceeded to run up and bite me. at this point, i kept coming in and out of my lucidity. although i was startled, her bite didn't hurt me nor did she seem aggressive. i hopped over the fence and a large white wolf prowled, seeming very disturbed by my presence and was looking to attack. so i hopped over another fence, where there were several other dogs growling and jumping at me. some all white, some all black, some black and white. (none of them actually attacked, they just acted like they were) and i started to worry about if there was some "evil" aura about me that would make them want to hurt me (it was kind of like that movie The Ring where the deer attack and the horses go wild).
THEN.... a large white horse comes at me in the same manner. it backed me up into this small chain-linked fence space and jumped up and came down on me. but before it could crush me, i grabbed its front legs and held him off. i realized it was actually really easy and that the horse didn't resist me. then i backed him up like a wheel barrel. then my friends, jack and the girl yell from the house and i call them to come help me out of this maze of fences. when i walked into the house, there was a brown and white dog big like a golden retriever, sitting there reading the paper like a cartoon. immediately his hair raised and i could tell he was sensing something about me. i felt like i could really trust him, that he knew me, so i asked him "is there something about my smell that makes you want to attack me? why am i being stalked by animals like i am evil?" "no, its not that, ITS EXCITING!!" he exclaimed. then we sat around talking about how crazy the dream world is, eating marshmellow pie and talking about if marshmellow pie was this cool in the waking world ........ haaaaaaa. ha. O_o
