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lucid: flying & chanting

so i dunno what the heaven was going on before i popped lucid, but i found myself in a house, noting it is a colorless environment [aka "GREY" ;) ]. i sense the presence of someone and feel my physical body being moved. i recognize the stir and know this not my first rendezvous with this being, and i am not having it. the uncertainty on its intent & identity is enough reason for me to say 'identify yourself or get out of my reality' i slingshot back into my body to wake it up immediately. another sizzle and POP i am leaving the body again, same presence, same thing happens.

but... this time i rocketeer out of the body into the astral flying at top speed, directly up. the world falling away is a bioluminescent park of gaia's most beautiful forestry, there are bright electric blue organic spheres pulsing and scattered about the 'scape. i feel the pull at my body again and return for a little sacred asstral kicking: new approach. coming back down and into the house, i sit calmly in front of an altar. i begin to chant: om sat chit ananda parabrahma purushothama paramatma sri bhagavathi sametha sri bhagavathe namaha... with each word and intent being carefully in-formed, energetic currents begin blazing through the body, levitation commences and i begin to rise and grow to immense size. i feel like i am filling up the room.

by the completion of the mantra, i am afloat midair in full meditation posture/mudra. so the stirring begins again and it feels like the covers are being ripped off my physical body and a fear of being raped enters my awareness. but then..... a being manifests into my astral space as a light skinned african american man, wild with possessiveness and this desire to take me with him. he chases me around and i fly away to flee. finally, i've had enough of the chase and tugging and struggling and i stop... to ask him who he is and why he's been at me for so many years. he avoids my questions and starts to flee from me. i chase after him now and demand that he tell me who he is and why he wont just leave me alone. he stutters madly as i hold him against a flight of stairs. i wake up dazed and confused, sitting in bed, contemplating on the completion of this fear pattern.... it occurs to me here and now that it has something to do with the zeta's. if that is the case, then what needs to be done here is more shadow work and psyche integration so i can start remembering the truth of these encounters. with trust in the unfolding, i am declaring that i am no longer committed to this filter of these experiences.... let it be known...

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