Morning of February 12, 2014. Wednesday.
This dream was somewhat precognitive in that a very large and imposing suspicious frame appeared on one of the dream-based websites I visit. It implied how you could preserve your anonymity by signing your name to a petition - and I wonder if people would do this or use an alias. Are there really people that shortsighted on this planet? Okay...preserve your anonymity by...signing your name... I cannot even think of anything more ridiculous or stupid than that right now, but it does not surprise me at all. At any rate, I attempted to block the frame - did not work, so I blocked the site, the URL and code of which looked suspicious. It also jammed up my computer before I blocked it, but that could be due to how no one knows how to write viable code anymore. I have always felt that one web site trying to join with another (directly and frame-wise, especially if using a script) should never be tolerated at any level.
In this dream my sister Marilyn has already passed on. I would not call this fully precognitive as I already had a precognitive dream which told me a lot of what was going on before I learned of her illness (cancer), although a brother claimed she would not live another day (though she did).
In the dream, it seems unusual how more and more people I knew were having issues (one of my friends seems to appear about twenty years older than me even though we are the same age). Even my best friend Toby T just had a more extensive heart attack (and is in the hospital - I will be updated on this later), which I learned of the same day a brother told me my sister would not make it another day. On this same day, I also learned that a female classmate around my age (born the same year) had died back in 2008.
I must point out honestly that there has always been a strange unexplainable "link" (by association in a deeply personal sense) between older sister Marilyn and Toby T. Even though Toby is male and around my age and my sister Marilyn is much older (she has a different father than I) and they never knew each other or met (other than Marilyn hearing Toby's voice on a cassette tape a few times) - they often reminded me of "being the same person" in some ways and there was a lot of synchronicity from my own frame of reference. I am not trying to be negative, sarcastic, or mean at all - but I always got an unusual feeling from sister Marilyn as if there was somehow a link to a jovial teenage boy in her subconscious somewhere - she was very easy to get along with throughout my life and a great sister in general. Other than my parents, Toby and sister Marilyn (and presently my wife and children of course) were my closest companions in different parts of my life. The dreams I had about Toby when I had not seen him for years turned out to be incredibly detailed in a precognitive sense - almost as if I was with him at certain times. This is true about most people though. I had precognitive dreams about most of my relatives passing away, and even a brother that died seemed to know himself, as he put together all the musical works of my father and sent them out (one to me) and some of his own work and others in my family only a very short time before his death - and this was not from a growing illness but an unexpected medical problem. (My own highly unusual medical conditions were specifically dreamed of but many years before they unfolded).
At any rate, in the dream, my brother-in-law Bob (full first name Robert) is going through the house working out what to do with everything. There is, strangely, a small wooden white crib that is being dismantled. I wonder why he does not mention giving it to me. In the back of my mind, I am thinking my wife and I have a baby, but she is older (about a year old - and running around and climbing everywhere and getting into things, so requires more attention than usual in reality - in my experience much older fathers produce extraordinarily - even "impossibly" - intelligent children - contrary to very suspicious myths promoted by the media - and I am fairly certain I know why they do this) and perhaps I should not say anything out of respect. Sister Marilyn never had children but did do a lot of baby-sitting even when much older, once taking care of a boy who had been temporarily abandoned by his mother, but thoughtlessly "reclaimed" later. (Another sister, on my father's side, is a published author and widely known for having done the most work with orphaned and problematic children in her home - has even succeeded in changing laws regarding how social services operates on some levels).
I get the impression that the crib is being dismantled because there is no hope of having children as a couple now - however - I more realistically believe it is a play on "cradle to grave". That is, the "cradle is being dismantled" as the grave now approaches. A bit macabre, but it seems quite obvious to me in this meaning.
My brother-in-law is talking for about ten minutes. I feel unusual being in the house. My mother is gone, my father had gone several years previously, my sister is gone (in the dream, and likely soon in real life according to what I have heard), Toby in trouble, and the dream itself is seeming "empty" in some ways. There is a brief appearance by sister Carol who tells me of Marilyn's death, but she had already died - so this is an odd alteration of reality.
The person he is talking to is a female, but unknown. He is saying how he will be going under a large number of aliases, which seems unusual (he cannot read or write in real life - but most of his work involved "deburring" parts for military vehicles as well as industrial equipment). I am not sure what his plan is - perhaps to get money from various businesses thinking they are communicating with several people at once, but I also somehow sense this will cause him to have too many different bills for exactly the same thing under his different names, which he does not seem to mind. It may also be to get "a loan" under different aliases - likely a play on "alone".
He talks about a number of "R" names that he will be using for various claims on mail in a short time, and the girl is making a note of it. She is writing on a large notepad and seems to already have a stack of letters from somewhere. At least a couple of the letters are related to some sort of petition relating to privacy (the usual composite precognition I often get up to several times in one dream on a day to day basis - in this case, the warning about the next day's online petition frame, my sister being in a worse condition, and a few otherwise unrelated minor facets jammed into one seemingly related continuity as so often happens in dreams from day to day) as well as some overdue bills and possibly business models and donation requests. This does not specifically relate to addresses but somehow any letter that goes through the mail with certain names (similar to the "general delivery" model used by some rural post offices in the past). He does not mention last name aliases, so that seems a bit unusual in afterthought. He is also going to use his real name as well as such as "Richard" (which stands out the most - he had a brother by that name who passed away) and apparently "Raymond", "Reuben", "Rodney", and others. I am not sure why his aliases are only going to be "R" names.
"Ronald? Or is that too much like McDonald?" I suggest.
Short pause, and my brother-in-law says calmly, "Yeah..." (he agrees) and goes out the front door respectfully. I feel slightly regretful (and slightly foolish over the name recommendation) at not giving him additional viable names. (The audio in this dream is very clear and focused throughout though I am not lucid. I have rarely ever been to McDonald's - or KFC with their dry and bland cardboard-flavored food in my lifetime - and that was almost always when with others who were paying.)
This is telling me he is taking on the role of many other people and "carrying the weight of grief" under many different "faces" of his past - yet he would not use the clown's name (Ronald McDonald - implied) because of the solely serious and mournful nature of his near future.
