Morning of July 5, 2015. Sunday.
One of the major effects of continuously very carefully reviewing a lifetime of dream documentation, understanding, and validated revelations, aside from continuously “getting” new layers you probably should have seen from the beginning (though not in all cases, especially with typical long-term precognitive build-ups as well as the cycle of self-fulfilling prophecy), is how it alters your present dreams into more of an overall historical totality and denouement rather than relate solely to the present time or those forces (or patterns and personal expectations) which brought about the present life situation in the first place - even if almost everything seems like a detailed “mythology” yet which is feasible to “explain” everything that has happened in life (no matter how unexplainable or unlikely in the opinion of so-called normal society). A good example seems to be relative to dreams of being younger and having a different journal or fictional though youthful memory in non-lucid perspectives. It certainly could not be a typical “practice scenario” dream type any more than a review due to it being a faux history, at least in the literal sense. Because of how there are so many different dream types, each with subtle connections to certain other types, it can create new “breakthrough” types, though not always, and perhaps not for many years to come.
In my dream, the unexpected (and unexplained) is seen yet again. In real life, I had been working on at least a two-part document on the revelatory precognitive thread concerning the most significant details from at least twenty years of solely April 9th (1970-1990) precognition and truly extraordinary “hints” of my eventual marriage on April 9th in 1994 (though the thread goes back before 1970 where sometimes even more evidence and correct detail exists). So far, I see that I was right about precognitive threads through different dates (and of which seem to zero in on particular significant dates many years in advance), yet as stated before, including an unusual influence from television broadcasts (which probably has something to do with precognitive awareness of upcoming broadcasts and pop culture trends and continuous decadence and unexplainable accelerated “dumbing down” of present-day humanity as well).
In my dream, I am living on Loomis Street and perhaps about twelve years of age. My sister is alive in-dream and rather young (mostly as she appeared in 1967 though I was actually six years old at that time). I do not even begin to recognize how “wrong” the setup and perspective is. What I do know is that something is different about how my memory seems, though no lucidity emerges.
Being around twelve but still very active in dream research regarding myself, I am puzzled by an “empty dream journal” supposedly started when I was about four years old. Apparently, there was not always enough paper to write everything on and so I used my sister’s copies of issues of Mad Magazine to write in, in any blank space, as well as, I assume, older issues of Dig and Help! magazine. I get an impression that having records since birth relates to my “destiny” (or implied destiny) and decide to copy some dreams into the issue of Mad Magazine that is otherwise free of handwritten lines. I briefly remember something about the “planned” April 9th wedding (since birth) but think about how impersonal and unlikely the “dream journal” (Mad Magazine) would be in reflecting this universal plan. After a time, it is known that the April 1967 Mad Magazine cover (cover date only - not the actual time of beginning sales) has an obvious clue for me - and yet again relates to Yin and Yang, Corona Borealis and Corona Australis, and so on - that is, the male and female minds that subliminally created and hold “this” universe together as such.
This cover shows Alfred E. Neuman with a blue magnet, and from “down under” is the reversal - that of a red magnet, suggesting a pull (from an unseen “opposite” persona or character) from the “other side” and a play on blue American mailboxes and red Australian mailboxes (yet again declaring April - relating to my eventual marriage - as my most important month in life even back at age six). I talk to my sister for a short time in saying that I did not know this magazine existed as such (and I have no concept or memory of “Yin” other than the date relevance of September 13th, but only in the back of my mind). I continue to write in it, but I cannot remember what it was I wrote. It did not seemingly relate to dreams or copying information, but perhaps is some sort of question set as I write one or two lines on at least six pages. In another way, I think about the cover and how only I could truly understand the connections and other layers of meaning.
From here, I shift into a different type of dream that mostly only occurred around age five; that is, being in a world of “giants”. As such, I sometimes dreamed of others who were only a little older (especially girls) towering over me, somewhat accurate in perspective in some cases, other times as high as taller buildings. In this case, it is a taller African woman (or spirit from the distant past) in traditional tribal dress who seems to be able to speak in modern English or at least cheerfully communicate. Even though we are indoors, she seems about twenty feet tall or more. At the same time, I seem normal in size in some ways, yet very small relative to the room’s dimensions and this female. This dream ’s detail is no longer very clear as it seems to shift around in a few simultaneous abstract events. After this, is a scene where a dog approaches me in a friendly manner (even though many childhood dreams included dogs as being vicious or preventing lucidity or self-development).
