the deep earth shattering whisper echos through my spiritual body triggering a intricate process to take place of IT to be delicately dismantled and ripped to shreds
with a belligerent and well placed smack of crazy wisdom for its own good of course ..
my dreams have been tapping into dimensions that absolutely blast away all pre recognized and agreed upon illusions of time-space boundary’s in function . stepping into a temporary and soon to be permanent autonomous zone this is a place a place where unseen colors of the universal isniss twirls into existences and thought form slides through my fingertips into nothingness .. i pick up a toy robot containing this god essence and try to show my friends this is an impossible act it can only be shared in that silent presence of experience ......... spiritually unhealthy and ill until that moment i stop everything that's doing me and realize that the fact that i am Evan a spiritual being is a miraculous blessing of grace to play out in that instance of recognition and release . IT is healed ...i am healed the moment i truly feel what it is i am experiencing and except it . excepting it not in a way give the pain permission to stay in a state of stagnancy and torture my life .. but an acceptance of being loved and nurtured giving IT the strength to move on .and return to being one with the flow of life force from witch it originally came from the sector of conception dwelling in and tracing back to the central sun …..
points of an inner process working it out