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California Lucid Dreaming

In the dream, I'm somewhere along the Southern California coast line (I was visiting), and happily observing the people and ocean there. The ocean is very flat and placid blue. In the distance, I can see small splashes and ripples from something large moving underwater. "Sharks?", I think to myself. I ride a bike upon a road along the beach, going past the crowds of sunbathers with an almost humorous and casual objectivity. As I ride, I'm looking sideways, focused very intently on the shallow splashes happening in the ocean in the distance. This is very curious to me, and I want to know what is making that disturbance under the surface of the water. I'm also somewhat amused as to why no one else seems interested in what is stirring beneath the surface (for my sense is that it is indeed sharks)! As I focus on the splashes in the distance with much attention, almost meditatively, I begin to become slightly lucid. Then I see a male lifeguard perched in a high chair, and I make a semi-lucid choice to stop and chat with him (by "semi-lucid", I mean that I'm kind of aware that I'm dreaming, tho it's like I'm somehow about half-way across the awareness of being fully dream-aware and lucid). So, I'm feeling very free and uninhibited, and I make a jestering comment to him on how "flat" the ocean is here compared to Hawaii where I come from. The sun is very bright and hot. The guy is sweating and seems slightly annoyed by the intensity of the blazing sun. He answers complacently, almost with a depressed tone, "Well, it's all good." I then notice that he is in fact already aware of the splashes happening in the distance, and that it's just somewhat unspoken that it is indeed sharks. However, his complacency denies any mention of this, nor any further attention to it. I laugh, and then ride away.

Then I'm way off in nature somewhere along a red-dirt road (somehow red-dirt is always a sign of spiritual significance in my dreams). I'm sitting on the hood of my car contemplating my life with a keen type of meditative focus (again, nearly lucid). I'm not sure if I've ever been in such an entirely ultra-subjective state within a dream before. It's hard to describe, but somehow I come to a clear and definitive decision, not by thought, tho by tacit realization--that one aspect of living this life to its fullest--is to someday, somehow, have a child. The realization arrives as not merely something that I want, tho more as a realization of what the optimal expression of this life is by it's very nature. With this conclusive clarity, my impulse is to then waste no time, and I begin to get into my car. Just then, from the side, a reddish-brown female cow with horns rapidly rushes a fence from within a field--as if it wants to attack me! I'm not concerned at all, and in fact, I kind of chuckle humorously and compassionately at the bovine as it looks ignorantly and vacuously at me from beyond the fence. I then resume getting into my car, do a three point turn, and drive up the red-dirt road.

I'm on my way to some significant meeting. All I know is that there is a man who is dedicating his life to changing the world; it seems primarily in the context of the game of global economy. He is asking people to help him raise $1,000,000 to support his efforts (which he will explain that this is just for hotels, rental cars, and food, to support him traveling around the country to continue to raise more funds for the cause). He seems an authentic and truly committed person, and fully capable to do whatever innovative thing it is he is doing. He reminds me of someone like Ron Paul, kind of grassroots, highly intelligent, and a character of high and refined principles. I may not contribute money to him now, but I want to hear more about what he has to say. And especially, I just want to be around him, to resonant with, someone who is fully aligned with his own life's mission.

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