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Rainbow Dream Circuitry

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In the dream, I am enjoying wonderful, ravenous, wild loving sex with a young woman friend in a quaint bedroom. We obviously have some chemistry going on, and we are really enjoying eachother for what seems like hours (I'll spare the details here in public). After some long time of uninhibited pleasure sharing, I take a short break, and stand up over the bed, tall and proud. Then just as I'm preparing to unite with this loving partner to continue again, I notice that the bedroom door is wide open, and my mother is walking by (!!!). She looks at me, and then quietly, and calmly closes the sliding door to the bedroom. I consider for a moment that I should maybe be a bit embarrassed or self-conscious--tho I then consciously choose not to react, and rather maintain my composure, centeredness, and confidence ... and continue with what I was doing ~

Then I begin to awaken from the dream, and something even more interesting happens:

As I rise toward awakening, I am not yet aware that I have been dreaming, tho I begin to reflect upon the dream I just had, and as I do so, I become aware of moving thru some subtle layers of liminal consciousness. I notice, that as I am reflecting on some of the dream content, there is a type of meta-layer of visual imagery overlaying, aside to, and/or "behind" the dream in my imagination. Essentially, this visual imagery is represented by what appear to be color-coded cards. Each card is a solid color, like red, green, or blue--and they are rounded off at the corners (kind of like pantone color cards). The cards are being laid out (on a mossy rock), like a type of "tarot reading" spread, tho the configurations are very simple (only 3 - 4 cards at a time). As I reflect on the images of the dream content, in the "background", within a separate and yet associated type of imaginary space, the cards change as if someone is re-arranging them with their hands. At first, there is a red card, and then a green card placed to the right, and then a blue card placed below. And then as the dream content changes, the green card is replaced with another red card, so now there are two red cards and one blue card. This goes on for a moment, with the cards constantly changing colors and positions somewhat rapidly (again, with someone's small hands). Eventually, I think additional yellow or orange cards are introduced. And then many other colors of the full rainbow. As I continue to awaken, the whole sense of this "meta-imagery" is "behind" or "underneath" the dream content, and is operating like a type of color-coded circuitry: where each card is connected to the other cards, and connected to the images in the dream somehow. And there is also a hard-to-describe synesthetic sense, as if the abstraction of the colors, positions, and configurations of the cards somehow "feel" directly connected to the more concrete imaginal content of the dream scene. And as cards change configurations, the dream content changes. It's as if I'm seeing a type of archetypal causal (or acausal) liminal mechanism within my multi-layered consciousness / subconscious: the imaginal "rainbow dream circuitry".

[ This "rainbow dream circuitry" reminds me very much of how retinal cells operate in the "Trichromatic Theory" and "Opponent Process Theory" of human vision (see images and link below). Literally, there are red, green, and blue light receptors in the eyes, and they coordinate by a complex and exquisite type of neural circuitry to create visual perception within the mind. ]

Finally, as I cross the threshold of liminal consciousness into awakening, these words automatically come into my mind:

"The reason 'reason' takes so long is because the season 'season' is a song."

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