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i am walking through a dark forest. there are men on horseback with torches looking for me. they are burning my village and they have killed my sister. i begin to follow a spirit form- she appears as a girl with a white wispy gown, she is telling me she will keep me safe. i follow her to an opening and i see a pillar of white fire. i step into it. i hear the word purification on my lips. i enter the flames and see all my lifetimes before me. each one burns away and i feel myself let go of my physical body and i become firelight. i step out of the flames and over to a tree. on the tree is a statue of a woman with wings. i pick up a piece of burning ash and incense. i write the words "OM TARA TUTARE TURE SVAHA" on the tree. the goddess statue lights up and begins singing to me, her eyes are golden light. the ground underneath me falls away, and i fall into a hole in the ground and i am swallowed by earth, i begin to panic and feel that i cannot breathe, then i relax and let go of my breath. the earth feels warm and nurturing and holds me, as i move deeper and deeper into her. i feel her completely swallow me and she pulls all toxins from my being. all of sudden i am floating in the inner/outer space in the center of the galaxy, there are stars all around me, and water is being poured on top of me and washing me of all the dirt. water keeps gushing and gushing and fills my lungs, and immerses my being. i am baptized by the waters from the deepest spring in the earth. i am laughing with joy, and weeping many tears of release. i then look down and i am hovering over a landscape and there is full lunar light shining over the rolling hills. the light looks silver-blue and the trees are glowing from inside. there are golden apples hanging on all the trees. i look down and feel a sense of longing for that place, it feels like home, and i realize i have returned to my home in the otherworld, and i am slowly let down from the sky.

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