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Healing Woman

My last entry I was rejoicing about the ending of tormenting dreams. The next two nights were filled with unpleasant dreams. BAH. Guess I spoke to soon...After those two nights, I have not dreamed. SUPER odd. I am in a total funk. Ever since Dec. 22 I've been on this HUGE energetic high, giving and receiving so much positive energy and love. Sooo sooo much love and gratitude. Increased sensitivity and synchronicities. Very recently I've been very negative and have been very mean. I know this shall pass and I'll be better then ever but ughhhh....Even so I still have this huge underlying feeeling of love, abundance and gratitude. Along with the negativity I've felt like my life force has been sucked out of me. Until today I've had NO energy. Today I woke up at 4 tho and was WIDE awake. Since I haven't been dreaming I have had a huge increase in people telling me they've dreamed of me. Very interesting...

On another note my father gave me a book for x-mas. It's tittle is "BORDER HEALING WOMAN". It is about a woman named Jewel Babb. My mother's maiden name is Babb and this woman is related to me. She died in 1991. Apparently she was a mighty healing woman and is everything I aspire to be! I CAN'T BELIEVE I DIDN'T KNOW ABOUT HER ALL MY LIFE UNTIL NOW!!!!!!!!!! This is so crazy to me at this time in my life I can't even explain. I am SO extremely excited to read it. During my life I have had this ENORMOUS pulling towards being a healer. Through out my life I have had dreams of healing people with my hands and with just my mind/ being. This is exactly what this woman did and is famous for. The part that I am at right now (I haven't gotten very far) is a piece of an interview with her...she is saying " ...it takes a good person to heal. God can't work through a person for healing unless she is a good person. A bad person has so many spiritual dark clouds around them that the light can't get to them." Apparently she is well known down south and my father has been working in Texas and found the book in a bookstore and when he tells people his wife was a Babb they become excited. I am just excited to read the book and gain her knowledge.

Despite everything I feel SOOOOO on the right path now!

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