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Molly claire passed away last May of Ovarian cancer, she was my long time friend of 16 years. Her father and my father were friends and I was introduced to her in a sandbox at a polo field and let's just say she's very special to me...anyways the dream begins with me waking up in my bed by a force pulling me out of it. I float up in the air and my legs are making the motion of running as I float into a upright position and then I'm lowered the ground. I continue running super fast and I can clearly see every raindrop, hear every drop and I can feel the drops run off my body. Everything is so crisp, so clear. At the end of the road is a big old white house I go inside and suddenly I'm completely dry. Molly is here she's lying in bed and she looks the way she did in the hospital shortly before she died. I run to her side and put my hands above her and a vile green mist started to rise and sway out of her it started to collect in a mass below my hands..I could feel my energy pulling at the mass, it felt so heavy. Then suddenly it all let go and my vision started to white out. Molly was dead. As this happened I felt my soul rip out of me & it wasn't a pleasant exit, like a tearing jagged feeling. I experienced the most intense feeling of pain,agony & sorrow. I felt as if I had failed. When the light hit its peak I didn't so much as hear a voice but more felt the meaning/idea that this was meant to be. Then the dream changed and I was in a park & the sun was shining. A little girl with golden curly hair runs up to me and grabs my hand and says "please come help me. My brother has leukemia". We run to this yellow house & go inside to this little boy. I stand by him and inhale deeply & a black essence rises and is breathed in by me. I exhale white light and it showers down on me and light outs the dream. The dream changes and I'm in some kind of coliseum type thing( where gladiators fought or people got eatin by lions...that sort of place) there is tons of people in the crowd and the sun is shining bright. I feel a cool breeze and it blows my hair and I look behind me & I see a magnificent HUGE lion with yellow & violet spiraled eyes. The lion roars and I can feel it echo inside my soul and makes my whole being vibrate. I do the same kind of run and hop thing that mario does when he's hoping on the pole at the end of the level onto the stands and start running up the stairs and my vision changes to seeing just sky & clouds & the dream changes again and I'm standing outside on a balcony smoking a cigarette(wrong time setting for cigs I think). Roman soldiers run into the building. I experience a lot of fear & know they are after me for smoking my cig. I run inside & hear them downstairs about to come upstairs. I hide in an empty vase but I don't have a body any more I can just see inside the empty vase. Then my view point changes to the opposite wall & I'm looking at the vase and I know I'm hiding in it yet my view point is on the wall. I watch the guy walk by the vase and am scared and wake up in my bed at home. I walk into the living room and there is a beautiful woman and she has yellow & violet spiraled eyes. I wake up for real.

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