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Molly Claire

I've been waiting to log this dream for the 1 year anniversary in which I had it. The day my beloved Molly Claire passed away from her physical form in this life. I knew she was going to die, I felt her barely hanging on as I gave her all the energy I could. Her aunt and grandmother were on their way from Organ to say goodbye. As soon as they came, I knew she would let go. One of the few moments that Molly was awake before she died she asked me why I was crying, I told it was because I loved her more then I could ever explain with words. She told me not to cry, that we were in this together, we can't part. The last thing she said to me was that she trusted me to take her there. I didn't understand her at the moment. They made me leave a little while before her grandmother and aunt arrived, they told me I was exhausted, delirious and that they would probably want some alone time with her. I kissed her on the head and said see ya later Molly Claire, I love you.

I fell asleep crying tears of love, sorrow and joy that night. I am a white and black owl flying around in a forest as rain pours and lightning crashes down. My wings feel heavy under the weight of the rain. I come into a clearing where there are two black horses, one with someone on it. Flying to up to the images, I land on the empty horse and gain the form of a woman who is hooded. The other woman is Molly the way she was before she got sick and she is also hooded. She yells, we ride! And we gallop through the night, the wind at our backs. As we ride all I can see is a blur of scenery and the dream fades out into something different.

The rain is coming down hard and lightning sparks up the sky, I have my wings again and Molly is on my back holding on to me. Just like she did when she was younger and I would give her piggy back rides. Once again my wings feel heavy under the weight of the rain. I struggle to climb higher, but we both laugh at the delight of seeing the lightning illuminate our world. We both always loved lightning storms. I reach the clouds and suddenly we are both little girls and the sun is shinning off in the distance. She kisses me the forehead and says see ya later Lacey, I love you. Then she runs off towards the bright light of the Sun, she turns around and says sooner then you think and winks and is gone.

I awake with tears streaming down my eyes, I hear voices in the other room. It's my father and Molly's father, grandmother and aunt. My father comes into my room and tells me it's over, she's gone. I tell him I know and together we cry....

for a bit I thought that by her saying sooner then you think that I was going to die but then I had the dream with the lion and realized that Molly is my spirit guide, she comes to me as a magnificent lion. This dream and the one with the lion are two of the most profound moments I've had in this life where I felt most alive. Molly filled my Sun well (my solar plexus chakra/ will chakra) with bright blinding light and gave me purpose. I love her more then I could ever describe with words and she roars within me always.

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