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Last night I was convinced to try a hit of earwax( a form of marijuana)...normally I wouldn't admit to such activities but I feel safe and comfortable with dreamcatcher and it's relevant to my situation. It made me really high and actually heightened my third eye vision I think. I started getting really paranoid and getting really anxious while trying to sleep and was afraid I was going to have another battle with the darkness which I wasn't so keen on doing. I kept seeing an old woman with a walker in my mind and started getting anxious and depressed about the fact that my parents are getting older and I am going to have to take care of them someday and that my body is going to die someday as well. It was really bothering me because the day before and prior to taking the hit and trying to sleep I felt extremely positive and at peace with all of these things. I had a strong urge to open my door to my room and once I did I felt a million times better like as soon as I opened the door all the worry went out. I was able to relax and started to focus and let my mind wonder. I was laying flat on my back with my arms extending up totally stretched out and I felt so good and relaxed. I felt all of my muscles relax and I felt like I was concentrating on everything at once, all my muscles, how my body felt like it was melding with the bed, my ceiling and everything else if that makes any sense. Then I started to feel like i was vibrating just a bit like humming. Then I felt like i was floating just a tad and I couldn't see my nose anymore. I'm not sure if I was sleeping because if i was I just dreamed of room all night, but when my alarm went off in the morning I felt really energized and happy.

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