I wake up in a house and it is completely dark. I can't see anything...no furniture, no pictures on the walls, nothing..I can barely see my hand when I put it in front of my face. It's very blurry and hazy with a slight pearly glow. As soon as I put down my hand I get an inkling of the sensation that I am dreaming. Thoughts from my waking life enter my mind and I think of how on dreamcatcher it's been spoken about how looking at your hands through out the day helps with triggering lucid dreaming and how someone in my waking life recently spoke of such things. Even though it's soooo dark I feel no fear and am able to remain in the dream although as usual when I'm concentrating on staying in the dream my being starts to vibrate momentarily quite intensely. I've been waking up A LOT in my dreams lately but I haven't been successful in my control of them I usually become frightened and wake up so I'm thankful for maxkala's statement he said to his lovely Lotus "are you going to be a coward or lucid" or something of the sort and it's helped me out a lot when trying to remain in control.
I feel a presence and instantly I know who it is. Our cord is shimmering and humming so I follow it to you. I walk down a long hallway and enter a room to my right. Still everything is completely dark and I see no physical form, but there you are glowing as bright as I've ever seen you. Often I wish people could see how beautiful they are to me even when I close my physical eyes... I realize at this moment that I no longer feel as if I have my own physical form and when I look for it the pearly glow of my white skin is gone leaving only the glow of my aura. I flow towards you and our energy flows and twirls together.There is such a sense of elation and ecstasy from it. You gain your physical form and I am still formless inside of you. Suddenly I become frightened by this and frantically expand out from you with wild vibrations. I lose control and feel as if I'm ripping into a endless amount of shards. All I see are waves of colors and feel heavy waves of every different emotion there could possibly be. I wake up in tears and very sweaty. Such a lovely experience yet it's like what I've been feeling lately which is overwhelmed.