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Flying without wings

You hold me as I cry into your gray sweatshirt. I shiver as the tears and sorrow well from deep inside my soul and flood from my eyes..I'm crying about someone else who I'm saying I must let go, but it's really hard. I can feel the tears pour down my face and soak into your cloths. We are standing on a sidewalk next to a non busy road that actually exists in my awake life. Inside my mind I am thinking to myself that I don't know why I'm crying to him, I certainly don't want to be..I don't want to be confiding in anyone. Especially not him because some of the sorrow and tears is coming from my feelings of disconnect with everyone including him. After a moment it is as if my gaze is garbed out and away from my body and it floats up towards the sky. I see myself being held by him, far below my vantage point. I awaken in my body due to someone calling me. After the call I'm trying to recall what had gone on during my dreams during the nap that had gotten interrupted by the call.

My dreams had been sort of strange...not too odd in terms of what goes on in dreams. The dreams seemed really long and eventful, but unfortunately my recall was poor due to the phone call. This sort of aggravated me because before I settled down to nap I had the strong intention of having clear dreaming. It defiantly worked while dreaming...I was semi aware of my body(my body on the couch that is) the entire time I was dreaming and semi aware that I was dreaming the entire time I was dreaming. I kept fading in and out of one reality to the other and would go back to the same dream each time. One of the times I was more present in my body I even thought wooo wooo lots of dreamin to write about.. It was as if they were ripped away. As I lay there trying to recall events, one scene came to me very strongly. I was like ohh yess the best part of all of the dreaming!

I'm in a field with willow tree's. It's still green..it feels like late summer or autumn. In the tree there are a group of birds. A mother and some children..They are black and white and don't look like any bird I've ever seen before. Kind of like a mixture between an owl and peacock, but something totally of their own. So lovely and elegant, I had to get a closer look. Then I was like oh yea I've been dreaming, I can most certainly fly :) So I jump up and start flapping...such a funny feeling of jumping up and trying to gain some air so I can fly around. It takes a bit for me to gain momentum and then I'm up and flying around the tree, floating on my back doing circles around the branch with the magnificent birds. I didn't fly with wings tho...I've been looking forward to another dream as such..The last few times I've flown in dreams it took effort and was just on my own with no wings. The scene felt so potent and powerful to me.

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