Dreamcatcher: July 11th, 2012

July 11th, 2012

Today I awoke to a beautiful thunder storm, booming and crackling through the crevasses of my house, shooting me awake from deep dreaming, impulsing me to run upstairs and out the backdoor to greet the clouds, rain and flashes of light followed by powerful cracks of thunder. I sat in the front of the yard and meditated, saying words of greatness. When I let out the word Gratitude, the hugest most overwhelming vibration of thunder travelled across the sky above. I smiled, and so did my bones, aching with delight, heart beating with intense serenity. I recollected a dream:

I was in a van, and had the urge to get naked, So I did so quite happily. I was comfortable with this van of people, so I did so easily. But then I was told that I needed to go back into this other van of people, and it made me really nervous. I had a bit of resistance, but I ended up opening the door, cover my self with my arms slightly and running into the other van. Then I remember making out with this bony man, his kisses were disgusting and lame. But I still did it to show my love for him.

The night before I have a little snippet of a dream I remember slightly. Justin Paus was there and I was ever so happy to see him, I remember looking out a doorway to see this black carriage vehicle contraption traveling on the road. Oh my, in the whole dream, there was a lot of traveling.

Song that I wrote today:

The hightened mountains call out for freedom,
Beings below watch in folly,
We all want change, raise to the heights,
Ourselves, we must rearrange.
We all want change, so inside we must rearrange.
Cast out the inner fight.
Raise to the calling mountain's height.

Freeeeeeeedom,
Rise to the heights of the heart that calls us.
Freeeeeeeeeedom.

The mountain is calling,
The veil is falling,
We all must find our way,
to the Truth in the Crystal Cave.

My sister and I had a breakthrough yesterday. I told her that she should start being more grateful, and she replied by saying that she wants to change, but she can't seem to for some reason, and the fact that she isn't accepted for how she is frustrates her. She told me that the reason she emits negative vibes and tones of voice is because our momma and poppa do it as well. They seem to commit judgement on past reactions, so they are prejudging what the person is going to say or how they're going to react before the other person even reacts, therefor they are gathering that judgmental energy into their voice, so when they ask something, that judgement is emitting throughout the tone. So it's totally understandable why Rebekah reacts the way she does. It's a tricky pattern that we really need to address. Then I thought about the dream I had a couple months back about the demon in our house, and I was actually able to finally get the interpretation of it.

A subconscious dark force was controlling me, until I realized it wasn't me, and this came into my consciousness. I deeply want my mom to join me with this, it will help lift the veil and give me great relief. I tell my parents about this dark force that's in our basement but they don't really pay any mind to it, and push it aside as nothing. Then rebekah comes in and says that she is the key master and that she is most sensitive to this force, which totally makes sense. considering I have been selected as a Gatekeeper of the East, it would only make sense that she is the key master and is unlocking this realization for me to bring all into the door of becoming conscious to this. Interesting, very interesting.

July 11th, 2012

What a powerful day full of revitalizing energy! Wow! honestly. I felt rather drained all day, because I didn't get quite enough sleepings. The thunder just couldn't be missed, it was well worth it :)

Rory ended up coming over for supper, and he brought such a charging energy, I felt deep love for him, the love that i've always felt, our past rushed into the present and it stabled me into an intense peacefulness. And i'm able to show my love for him! I touch and cuddle him, lovingly, and he does so back! It's absolutely astounding. We had a lovely supper with my family, and I admired how well he got along with them, truly connected. I felt a light in him, a light that I haven't seen in a long time, it was definitely an activation of Truth and Love. The feeling that I felt yesterday before the Melvin's show ignited my soul again, it's this feeling of being ever present and loving. Absolutely replenishing and fulfilling. Strong, and light as a feather. My heart is extremely happy right now. Fluttering about like a fluffy pre-matured dandelion. Great, so great. The magical man took Izikiel and I to his hut in East-view, haha, "East view" Being a keeper of the East, that's quite relevant. Also! another relevance! Rory asked me to paint him a picture, and he'd probably hang it on his door, replacing the "psychedelic gatekeeper babe" (Poster) as he calls her. Okay, whaaat, gatekeeper! That's the space that I hold for the direction of the East! I love it, absolutely. LIFE. Izikiel and I got along oh so well tonight, laughter and joy. It was great to see him Being. Oh thank-you Rory. Feels like this lil spontaneous happening has provoked an activation for us All.

I gifted some sage to Rory for taking the time to drive us on his magic carpet to and from his elvin cave. I made a prayer to bring the spirit of Light, Love and Insight into his life, he is so worthy of it, and I really prayed and made the intention that it would enter, igniting his spirit. Activating his Light DNA. I handed it to him, with a smudge and told him to light it every night before he goes to bed, acknowledging spirit and saying a Prayer. I told him that it would give him groovy dreams.

"Honor it deeply, It's a gift from our Anscestors" I say soft and strongfully.

"Man you sound native!" Ryan says while chuckling.

Rory laughs and replies,
"Man this is Sara, of coarse she does!"

I laugh playfully and passionately say that,

"We are all Indigenous to our Mother Earth, Seperation is phunked! It's a total Illusion! Man! Illusions everywhere!!!! Let truth shine through! Remove the Veil!" Ryan smiles and says something softly that I can't quite recall, i could feel that he really loved what I said.

So Rory get's to go to a festival in Montreal! Florence and the Machine is playing there!!!!! Whaaaaaaat! And The Shins! Phunking lucky stinker! So many other groups too! I'm so excited for him! He's going to be transformed! A music festival like that is going to rock his soul mojo flow!

So on the magic carpet ride home I was pondering deeply about how I was going to integrate all that i've learned and continue learning into teachings for my friends. Like how to start acknowledging Spirit Consciousness, and also taking care of their body/mind/soul. Holy Trinity. Then I saw the number 777 - Learning about something in the Mystery School. Then I thought about the 6 divine beings that are in contact and connected to Lindsay and her channelling, to All of us!!! And how she is the 7th one, and we could very well be One in that 7. Our tribe. Coming together as the 7th. And then sure enough, we pass by a street called "Lindsay Street" Hahahaha! Too perfecto! My goodness!

Thank-you so much for this day, and the experiences/revelations/hightened senses that have been blessed upon my Day journey, now I must go into Dream Time, sleeping in the dear comfiness of my bedwomb

The Dictionary of Symbols

Light, traditionally, is equated with the spirit (9). Ely Star asserts that
the superiority of the spirit is immediately recognizable by its luminous intensity. Light is the manifestation of morality, of the intellect and the seven virtues
(54). Its whiteness alludes to just such a synthesis of the All. Light of any given
colour possesses a symbolism corresponding to that colour, plus the significance
of emanation from the ‘Centre’, for light is also the creative force, cosmic energy irradiation (57). Symbolically, illumination comes from the East. Psychologically
speaking, to become illuminated is to become aware of a source of light, and, in
consequence, of spiritual strength (32).

Dream Moods

To see light in your dream, represents illumination, clarity, guidance, plain understanding, and insight. Light is being shed on a once cloudy situation or problem. You have found the truth to a situation or an answer to a problem. Also consider the color of the light for additional significance.

If the light is particularly bright, then it indicates that you need to move toward a higher level of awareness and feeling. Bright light dreams are sometimes common for those who are near death.

To see soft or shadowy lighting in your dreams, indicates feelings and thoughts from the primal aspects and less developed parts of your unconscious.

To dream that you cannot turn on the light, indicates a lack of insight and perspective on a situation.

10,000 Dreams Interpreted

If you dream of light, success will attend you. To dream of weird light, or if the light goes out, you will be disagreeably surprised by some undertaking resulting in nothing.

To see a dim light, indicates partial success.

Philosophy of Dreams

To dream of lights is very good. It denotes riches and honour.

Hyper Dictionary

Seeing light in your dream indicates a clear mind, plain understanding, and insight. Light has been shed on a once cloudy situation or problem. You have found the truth to a situation or an answer to a problem. Seeing a bright light in your dream indicates that you need to move toward a higher level of awareness and feeling. Bright light dreams are sometimes common for those who are near death.

The Dictionary of Symbols

Traditional symbols of love always express a duality in which the two
antagonistic elements are, nevertheless, reconciled. Thus, the Indian lingam, the Yang-Yin, or even the Cross, where the upright beam is the world-axis and Chinese
the cross-beam the world of phenomena. They are, in other words, symbols of a
conjunction, or the expression of the ultimate goal of true love: the elimination of
dualism and separation, uniting them in the mystic ‘centre’, the ‘unvarying mean’
of Far Eastern philosophy. The rose, the lotus flower, the heart, the irradiating
point—these are the most frequent symbols of this hidden centre; ‘hidden’ because it does not exist in space, although it is imagined as doing so, but denotes the
state achieved through the elimination of separation. The biological act of love
itself expresses this desire to die in the object of the desire, to dissolve in that
which is already dissolved. According to the Book of Baruch: ‘Erotic desire and
its satisfaction is the key to the origin of the world. Disappointment in love and
the revenge which follows in its wake are the root of all the evil and the selfishness
in this world. The whole of history is the work of love. Beings seek and find one
another; separate and hurt one another; and in the end, comes acute suffering
which leads to renunciation.’ Or to put it another way: Maya as opposed to
Lilith, illusion balanced by the serpent.

Dream Moods

To dream of love or being in love, suggests intense feelings carried over from a waking relationship. It refers to your contentment with what you already have and where you are in life. On the other hand, the dream may be compensatory and implies that you may not be getting enough love in your life. We naturally long for the sense to belong and to be accepted.

To see a couple in love or expressing love to each other, indicates success ahead for you.

To dream that your friend is in love with you, may be one of wish fulfillment. Perhaps you have developed feelings for your friend and are wondering how he or she feels. Your preoccupation has found its way into your dreaming mind. On the other hand, the dream may suggests that you have accepted certain qualities of your friend and incorporated it into your own character.

To dream that you are making love in public or in different places, relates to some overt sexual issue or need. Your dream may be telling you that you need to express yourself more openly. Alternatively, it represents your perceptions about your own sexuality in the context of social norms. You may be questioning your feelings about sex, marriage, love, and gender roles.

10,000 Dreams Interpreted

To dream of loving any object, denotes satisfaction with your present environments.

To dream that the love of others fills you with happy forebodings, successful affairs will give you contentment and freedom from the anxious cares of life. If you find that your love fails, or is not reciprocated, you will become despondent over some conflicting question arising in your mind as to whether it is best to change your mode of living or to marry and trust fortune for the future advancement of your state.

For a husband or wife to dream that their companion is loving, foretells great happiness around the hearthstone, and bright children will contribute to the sunshine of the home.

To dream of the love of parents, foretells uprightness in character and a continual progress toward fortune and elevation.

The love of animals, indicates contentment with what you possess, though you may not think so. For a time, fortune will crown you.

Hyper Dictionary

Dreaming of love of being in love, suggests intense feelings carried over from a waking relationship. It implies happiness and contentment with what you have and where you are in life. On the other hand, you may not be getting enough love in your daily life. We naturally long for the sense to belong and to be accepted. Seeing a couple in love or expressing love to each other indicates much success ahead for you. Dreaming that you are making love in public or in different places, relates to some overt sexual issue or need. Your dream may be telling you that you need to express yourself more openly. Alternatively, it represents your perceptions about your own sexuality in the context of politic and social norms. You may be questioning your feelings about sex, marriage, love, and gender roles.