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visit to the heart chamber

I am making love, and suddenly i am thrust into an octogon shaped room leading to many hallways, each hallway leading to a chamber of my heart, the longterm memory stored. I explore down one corridor and open a room. I am sitting inside the altar room of my first relationship. I see a candle still lit, and i see objects upon an altar symbolizing aspects of the relationship which is till practice as ritual in my thoughts, speech and actions. I dismantle the altar room, and walk into another hallway. same thing, i open a door, and see a room designed to fit the mythos of the sacred ritual of another relationship, with the candle still burning, faintly. I dismantle the altar room.

I walk to another corridor, with a much stronger energy. I open a door, and the room is lit up beautifully, with an even more elaborate and exquisite display of magical intent. In this room the set up to cultivate the powers of love of my previous relationship is still active. a candle is lit, and it is clear to me that both his spirit and my own come here often to pray, continuing to practice ritual in order to keep the connection of the mythos of our love alive and strong. I am not yet ready to dismantle the altar, and walk out of the room back into the octogon shape where i started.

I am now inside a beautiful temple of sacred intimacy, and there is a large golden passageway before me. I see beyond the threshold that there is another room waiting for me to come. I do not feel ready to walk through, for i know that if i do, i may not go back to visit the other altar, that the candle there will burn out unless i continue to pray and energize the grid within that chamber.

I stand, looking at all the hallways of the temple, and see myself fragmented in each of the rooms attempting to maintain multiple rituals of love- i wonder when i will walk through the arch, and what kind of love ritual will commence- will it be as beautiful as the last? more so? I have fear and resistence.... i wake up

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