If anyone that gives a flying frak in what I write and post on here is patient enough, I suggest listening to the dialogue on the videos below. Especially the 3rd one.

I also share the same theory of the 3rd video on this post in how if it is what it is, this object will make an "attempt" at capturing us in it's mini solar system as it passes by.

The rest of this post is just personal musings of myself committing a series of rationalizations in response to how I initially reacted to the presentation of the information.

I wouldn't be too surprised if the Elenin thing is some attempt at a grand manipulation of my senses as offered through the personal/collective observation of media processes.

It's hard to believe in it due to how A: I can't perceive it with my immediate senses and am only aware of it via 3rd party resources (i.e. youtube videos and NASA Jet Propulsion Laboratory) and B: Things of such a cataclysmic nature NEVER seem to happen. Or at least they haven't in the 37 years I've lived. Does that mean they will NEVER happen? I wouldn't say that.

One part of me feels like it's such a tremendous thing to believe in while another part of me feels this deep acceptance for whatever it is.

I suppose I will feel embarrassed for being so easily duped into believing in it if it should prove to be nothing but shit in the wind. Right? No, not quite embarrassment exactly. People would just think I'm a fallible human being.

l would have to be able to look like I was wrong or foolish. We all mistakes. Besides, I never said I believed beyond a shadow of doubt that it is/was a dwarf star.

Yet, can someone out there explain to me why such heavy seismic activity occurred when it was in alignment with us?

I suppose none of this really matters. Either way, I'm just going to accept whatever comes and try to live in the present. Yet, I suppose I feel not a little frustration over the idea that there is an attempt at deception being handed out in one form or the other and the possibility that I may have been used to further the deception or am unable to wake people up to it.

If I end up looking like I got all too stirred up and freaked out like I was the first month after I came across the information I guess I'll just have to live with myself and forgive myself for being so easily duped somehow. I'll just remind myself that I care and try and move on.

It REALLY looks like a psyop to me. However, the part that gets me a little worked up is the part of how and when is the information released to the public when it get's too obvious to ignore. What type of bullshit are they gonna throw at people when it's all up and obvious in our backyard, so to speak? That's when I'm like, REALLY? There are people trying THAT hard to cover something up? I then try to imagine a world where the general public of today is fully aware of a dwarf star bearing down on us. What would be happening if everyone was under the impression that they had something that tremendous on their event horizon? What would be happening? Politically. Economically. Events between separate nations. What would be going on?