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When tears forget to fall

It's raining in the middle of June. My heart is wandering about without much to do with where my head is trying to have it be. I try to find my tree that creates a peace within my being. For some reason I cannot see , feel or smell it.

It seems that I'm walking and walking without much reason or destination. To my left I see a shadow lurking. I barely see it but I know it's there. The scent is so familiar, the sensation is one I know. Every time I turn to look directly at the shadow I miss seeing it's beauty. It's as if the shadow would rather I not notice that it's there. Or is it that I rather not notice the shadow?

Now the rain is pouring down harder. I stand in the middle of a field that's over grown with wild flowers and shrubs. I still don't see my tree. I take my shirt off to feel the sensation of the rain on my skin. How wonderful to watch the raindrops gracefully glide down down down to the earth off my body. This goes on for what seems like days. I'm never too cold as the sun is often shinning creating such a warm beautiful feeling for me.

hmmm soon there's a sensation that causes me to gasp, causing me to take raindrops into my mouth. I feel streaks of cold running down my cheeks on to my neck then resting in the divot of my collar bones. I then realize that I am crying. I am crying in the rain alone with the shadow that is so close but so far from my grasp.

I thank the rain for the tears it's brought to me on this day. The tears that I allowed to roam around inside wishing for a way out.

I love rainy days in the middle of June.

(This is a dream from two nights ago.)

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