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Wow... the movie "127 Hours" just completely rocked my world... This movie does an amazing job of conveying what life is really like inside us where the real action is... The extremely personal right of passage where we face death... I have had 3 kidney stone attacks in my life, and for all 3 of them i was out in the woods or country far away from a hospital, and had no pain killers. several hours each. The last being a full 14 hour shamanic journey from hell. (at least I was wearing hot black man shorts at the time!! So SOMETHING was going right that day!!)
I thought i was dying each time, as my vision turned to sparkling white light and the angels said "do you want to stay?" I said, " fuckyes, i'm notfuckingleaving!!" ... they said "OK, then stop being afraid"... I saw the history of all human pain and suffering as red and black superhighways of movies of everything painful that had ever happened. I became and old man and remembered all the times I had done this...

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