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SWEPT OFF MY FEET

march, 11, 08

I was at a seaside carnival, and ran into an old friend from High school. Matt Soter. He came up to me, put his arms on my shoulders and said "thank you for your patience"...
I was happy to see him and noticed my old soft insecurities coming up. He was devoutly rolling cigarette after cigarette, and seemed proud to be majorly addicted to smoking.
We explored this interesting carnival-esq setting. Walking around. I was walking on top of this tall ceramic structure that was very ornate and colorful. Red and blue Hershey kisses. I started to feel disconnected from the initial feeling of when we met up, and became aware of a feeling that was deeper and more shadowy.
The next thing I remember is that I was lying on a couch watching tv, in a house with 3 other people, two women and a man. They were on a couch behind me to the right. I heard one of them mention GNN, and I said, "oh did you mention GNN?" and the man looked at me with bugged out eyes and said "yeah I know that", in a sarcastic tone. This hurt my feelings, and awoke the wounded child archetype in me. I gave him a focused scowl and turned back around.
I had my eyes closed and was curled up in fetal position, in a protective mode, when I felt someone come and sit down on the couch and put their soft hands on my legs. It was one of the women that was sitting next to the man who had triggered my hurt feelings. She was a lovely dark skinned woman with amber eyes. She was there to comfort me and re-assure me that they loved me. Then the other woman came over and the man to apologize.
*This led next to a scene which was the main event in the dream*
I was still there on the couch with the 3 others, and noticed the room was full of people all sharing about their more personal inner experiences. One woman said she felt like there was going to be a healing, and someone in the room had to come out and release their pain in front of every one, to fully expose themselves. I immediately knew it was me that she was tuning into, and no one else in the room seemed to be fitting the bill. I thought to myself "no, you cant let them see you, don’t do it"… Then I began to feel light headed and started getting waves of hot flashes. My breath deepened. I looked over and one of the women in the room had changed form into an alien woman. She was bald, and had bright pink and blue stripes going from her neck down. When I saw this It triggered the knowing that something major was about to happen, and I began to get that feeling that there is no turning back. The waves started hitting me harder, and my body opened up on the couch to where I was fully sprawled out. The people in the room were still wondering who was going to come out, when I let out an enormous wailing howl! Everyone in the room quickly shifted to focus on me and they immediately surrounded me. It was now obvious that I had surrendered and was now going into a cathartic experience. My body was doing these powerful deep undulating convulsive waves. I felt something coming. Something big. I energetically moved everyone back, because I could feel the power of what was coming. I prepared myself to surrender to what was approaching when it hit me. A huge invisible energy wave, like a giant invisible hand, took me by the bottoms of my legs and forcefully lifted me off the couch and up into the air! I was howling involuntarily, and hanging upside down as this giant invisible hand shook me out and swung me around. All the people in the room were scampering wildly around on the floor. It was kind of a pandemonium. The hand swung me around and around until I had to completely let go of myself. The waves of energy intensified and consumed me like being dunked into a waterfall. I dissolved into white light, and the room disappeared and all that was left of my body was my 2 closed eyes and this giant visceral rush of energy blasting through me like a fire hose of light on full blast mixed with the energy of a hurricane level wind blowing through me. I had to completely trust, and I asked GOD to protect me and take care of me. It was strange because the energy was moving so fast but I felt like I was slowing down inside. Then the waves began to subside and I returned gradually to a grounded state. I knew that I had just been given some kind of dream healing. I am very grateful to Spirit for this dream.

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