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i got to santa fe too late. by the time i got there, my boyfriend had already given up on me coming to join him. i overheard in a conversation that he was hooked up with ali already, with her baby and they were planning on having another. i turned to jafari. what?! yeah, they're gonna have a baby. they're planning on it anyway. i went down the hall to the room where scott and ali were talking to somebody. well, she was talking, to a professional of sorts, a doctor maybe. holding her baby. i didn't pay her much attention. what are you doing?! why are you making these stupid mistakes? this isn't what you want! ali? and her baby? and another baby?! this isn't you!! he didn't look at me, looked at the floor, tried to mumble his reasons out. no, scott, this isn't what you want. i could see he was sad about it, but at the same time had resolved that i wasn't part of his life anymore. i pulled him close and kissed him. his mouth stayed hard, and then his lips melted into mine. a salty kiss. he was crying, but i just kept holding him, loving him. and he kissed me back.

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