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Parasail

I am in the passenger seat of Bell's car, and she is driving us past the high school. I can't help but feel like she's turned into Ralph, a guy that graduated but still drove past the high school every day at lunch time. It makes me sad, empathetic for her I guess. I also feel ashamed, sinking down into my seat not wanting these high schoolers to see me partaking in a drive-by. Sinking down doesn't stop anything however, because Bell parks and waves for me to follow her as she gets out. I unwillingly follow. We walk along the crowded, somewhat hectic street. "There's Sam," I say, pointing to Sam Winchester from Supernatural. I tell Bell that I knew him, that we were friends. Not six feet away I see another Sam, and decide that the first one must have just been a look alike. But then I see another, and another... I start to think I'm going crazy, seeing Sams all over the place. We get to this alley and start walking down the dirt path. Sam, the real Sam, catches up with us and I excitedly talk to him. I somehow end up on his shoulders, holding onto cords attached to a rainbow parasail. I let go of his shoulders and sail back down the alley, flying through the air and steering my direction by pulling the cords in my hands. I avoid the overhanging trees and the power lines. Going back down the alley is much faster than going back up to where Sam is, but still it's not easy. I get close, not sure how I'm supposed to land on his shoulders again. He's now a mix between Sam and Leon. "I can't..." I get out before he holds out his arm and I hook my knees onto it. I perch on his arm feeling kind of like a bird, but not feeling unnatural at all. The sail is still lifting me up, but Sam/Leon keeps me grounded. The weightlessness is invigorating, and I love it. It kind of feels like all the weight has lifted off my shoulders, both figuratively and literally.

Relative to Real Life~
Night of September 24th, 2013
Real-life characters: Bell, Ralph, Sam, Leon.
Dream-created characters: Students.
Real-life places: High school street.
Dream-created places: Alley.
Different than real life: I haven't drove past the high school like this with Bell and I don't plan on it, I don't think of her as a "Ralph", I don't really know Sam Winchester obviously, I've never parasailed.
Reasons:
Being a Ralph = I don't want to be mean, but honestly I have been thinking lately that Ralph is the opposite of what I want to be. I don't want to be the person who graduated high school, but isn't ready to let go and keeps creepily driving by. When I was in school, I felt sorry for Ralph, as well as feeling creeped out. I didn't understand why he would want to come back every day. He was out, he was "free". But now, even though I've been a high school graduate for two years, I find that my thoughts are still wondering back to the hallways and classes. I miss it. I don't think I was ready to let the people, the routine, my second home, the classes go, either. I've come to this conclusion in my thoughts, but yet I am still determined to "not be a Ralph". I don't want to be stuck like this forever. My life's been kind of at a stand still since I graduated, and I'm determined to get past it. This dream I think materialized that point.
Bell = She text me the day leading up to this dream. She said some things that bothered me, which I think is why she ended up feeling like part of the problem in this dream.
Sam = How many dreams have I explained this? I'm starting to worry about the unhealthy amount of Supernatural I've been watching lately. Seriously.
Precognitive: No experiences.
Reoccurring: No.

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