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Lily

Granny comes over to visit. Mom and her sit in the living room [which is “ours” but it’s actually shaped identical to my dad’s]. I watch as Skye squats and starts to pee on the carpet right in front of the fire place, near the TV in the corner. I holler for him to stop, which manages to make him pause.
I pick him up and take him out to the back yard to finish, before I plan on coming back in and cleaning up his mess. As I set him down near the gate so I can open it and let him into the yard, I start to feel like something is… off…
It’s dawn, but the sun hasn’t breached the horizon. Everything has a dim blue glow. I start to feel like, this isn’t really my house. This isn’t really my yard. This isn’t… real.
Skye takes off for the back field. I scream at him to come back, worried he’s chasing after a bunny or worse- something that will hurt him. He runs around the chicken coop, and I chase after him- planning on cutting him off once he comes around to the other side of the coop.
When he emerges, I find that it was Lily he was chasing. Lily. The world spins slightly as I see her wagging tail and floppy beagle ears.
In a rush, I know. None of this is real. It can’t be. Lily is gone. I know that. She’s gone, so this must be a hallucination. A dream. Something, anything but real. I don’t reject it though. I embrace what ever is happening just so I can have a chance with Lily again.
I bend down and pet my baby girl. She looks so happy, so energetic. She sniffs around as Skye jumps in circles playfully around her- just like always. I move back toward the gate to the patio and call both of my dogs. Skye is the first to run through the gate, followed by Lily girl, and then another surprise- Bootsie. I bend and pet his black fluff as he waddles past, the long hair on his tail fanning back and forth. I turn to follow them through the gate.
I wake up, and rub my eyes. Part of me is relieved it was a dream- at least that makes sense. I stand up and walk over to the wall [in our real house now] that divides my bedroom door to my mom’s. I say, “Hey, you won’t believe who I just dreamed about.”
She asks what just as I look back into my room, lit by daylight that spills through the windows. My eye catches on a dog sleeping on my bed. Not just any dog.
Lily.
Lily is there, sleeping on my bed. All the air leaves my lungs. My vision goes blurring on the edges as I try to understand.
Mom asks if I’m alright.
I’m conflicted with wanting to leap into bed with joy and hug my baby girl, and yet wanting all of it to go away. It was supposed to be a dream, but there she is- my beloved, beagle girl- sleeping on my bed.
My knees crumple under me, and I collapse onto the floor. Sobbing gets in the way of me getting any words out, though I still try to say, “I’ve lost it. I’ve lost it. I’ve gone mental.”
Mom struggles to life me, pulling at my arms awkwardly. She finally manages to place me in front of her computer, and makes me look at chatango- as though doing so will help me realize that all of this is real. The website looks odd though, with creepy ads for anime in the banner and sidebars. [End]

Relative to Real Life~
Day of July 30th, 2015 (1 of 2)
Real-life characters: Granny, Mom, Skye, Lily, Boots.
Dream-created characters: None.
Real-life places: Living room (dad’s), back yard (dad’s), bedroom (mine), house (mine).
Dream-created places: None.
Different than real life: Boots was put down around a year ago, Lily was put down in March of this year, Skye has never peed in my Dad’s living room, Granny nor Mom have been in that living room in years, Dad’s house is not my house.
Reasons:
Lily = I’ve been recording dreams from 2010, when Lily was still alive and in many of my dreams.
Reoccurring: No.
Precognitive: No experiences yet.

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